lady_hannorah
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In the time I've been watching this kid, I've already changed so much. I spend no time on studying religion and philosophy and more hours then I can count worrying about colds and teething. Instead of shopping for art, I am trying to figure out toddler shoe sizes...The way I do everything has changed, and I am wondering what will happen when his mom takes him back...I am not sure I will feel right just going back into my normal life..this has become the new normal. I know that I am not ready or wanting a family of my own soon...I dont know what I think right now. I want to live my fun, care-free life, but thoughts of family keep creeping in...and it is more awful because neither the guy nor girl I like is attainable...I cant even date let alone have a family! I am so confused. Someone help me get my head back on straight, please?